Another night of difficulty falling asleep. This time my daughter was up afraid of the storm. 😦 Thankfully, I was able to sleep in long enough to get in a full 8 hours. I feel so much better because of it!

Sleep brought with it one of those all-night-long dreams. The kind where when I wake up and return to sleep, the dream continues. I love those kinds of dreams! Not only that, but this dream seemed to pick up where another dream left off. Check out the other dream if you have not read it yet – Dream: You are Her.

Dream: Black Diamond

The dream began in the UK. I was with my family discussing the wedding procession and rules relating to how to act as a royal (spiritual strength). I felt very nervous and my every action was being nit picked by those advising me. For example, when I wanted to wave to the crowd, I did it all wrong and was told to keep my hands folded a certain way. Eventually I felt like a scolded, clumsy child for all the things I kept doing wrong.

When the time came for approval by the Queen’s court we were kept waiting. A specific adviser did not like me and was purposefully holding off on giving the go ahead. I felt very lacking, like I didn’t meet the standards because I was just a regular girl and had no royal upbringing. I kept fidgeting and was told over and over to stop and put my hands a certain way. It was very hard to do.

Eventually approval was given. I remember feeling relieved. There was a whole discussion then about my wedding ring. The ring itself had tons of diamonds (wholeness of Self) but the central diamond was black (the unknown, possibility, potential). I was told it was suppose to be that way, that black diamonds were very, very rare.

I don’t recall the ceremony at all. I had awakened and then returned to sleep and I guess I skipped it. Instead I was at the reception sitting at a very long, rectangular table (feeling unable to keep up with things). It was set up with fine china and tons of food. I looked down the table and could not see the end but everyone sitting with me was family, some my own and some I married into. My own family was sitting closest to me.

My aunt and uncle had gotten glimpse of some kind of financial log indicating all the money coming in and going out. My aunt was furious about how much wasteful spending there was. I got a glimpse of the ledger and it was in the millions, so I understood. We had a long discussion about the money and she suggested I live well below my means. Another objected and I tended to agree that I could not do that because I had to play my part as a royal. I told her my plan was to use the money to help people. I would give it to those in need as I traveled. My uncle seemed pleased as did many other family members.

The honeymoon was then discussed. I did not know where my new husband would take me. I thought we might go to Europe and recounted memories from this lifetime of my trip to the UK and how I could see France across the English Channel. There was discussion about a day trip to Italy and all the places we could travel. Eventually my family agreed I would likely be taken overseas by plane, far from Europe. One of my family members offered to make me a map but then changed their mind stating I would probably have a chauffeur and wouldn’t need one. I told her to make it for me, that I would love a map.

At the end of the dream my husband and I were on our honeymoon on a tropical island. We were being driven and had many bodyguards and security with us. I remember taking a run with my husband and seeing a black limo shadowing us. I put my hand on my husband’s bare back when he stopped to take a break. I recall being concerned that he had overheated.

I never saw my husband’s face through the whole dream.

Considerations

When I woke the dream was very clear and memorable. I knew it was a continuation of the previous dream but I didn’t understand why. There was memory of a discussion with my guidance prior to sleep about something that is coming, though. I spent a good hour in the in-between but cannot recall much from it now. All I can remember now is that we talked about how no matter what I chose to do, the spiritual acceleration I am going through will continue. I could deny my path, pretend I was normal, but it would still happen. During this time I acknowledged this as fact and said, “Because I am one of the chosen.”

My best guess about the dream and becoming a “royal” is that it is somehow symbolic of a particular path I am being prepared to take. It did not feel like a past life memory dream.

Quick Update

For those curious about other things going on in my life, well things are good. My job is going well. I enjoy working from home more than going into the office (of course). I got to work from home three days this week, one more than usual because my daughter stayed home sick. The refinance went through and so our debt is lessened somewhat and with the added income from my working we are well on our way to paying it all off. The family drama has been low up until yesterday. My sister and BIL/cousin got evicted from the RV park where they have been since my mom kicked them off her property. They had to be evicted by the constable. 😦 So there may be more drama rising up from that but we will try and stay clear of it.

My husband and I are preparing for a trail run the last weekend of the month. He is running the marathon and I am running the 10K. I have not been running much because of the heat so am increasing my distance slowly over the next couple of weeks. We will be checking out the trail this weekend if we don’t get rained out. Thankfully it has been cooler. The highs all next week only go into the high 80s.