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When it Rains, it Pours

Yesterday, on a date with my husband, I finally was able to talk to him about some of the spiritual experiences I have been having in more detail. Upon recounting these experiences I realized that for whatever is coming, I will need help. His help and the help of others who have assisted me in the past (human assistants). He, of course, told me he would do whatever he could to help me and was very supportive. I am so very grateful to have a partner in this life who is spiritually aware and recognizes and accepts, without judgment, my experiences.

I went to bed in very high spirits with tons of energy. Yet still I was able to fall instantly and deeply asleep.

Class

In my sleep I found myself in a spiritual classroom. Upon looking back on this dream/experience, I suspect this is my “math” class.

In the classroom I was brought in and asked to observe what was going on. I saw various young people mingling and quite disorganized. They appeared to be doing whatever they wanted and the class appeared to be in disarray. I could not see the teacher at first but then notice him out of the corner of my eye. He was doing nothing. Or so it seemed.

I was then asked, “What did you observe?” I don’t remember hearing this question out loud, though, it more like a thought of my own.

I replied, “I saw a teacher doing nothing and this proved to be appropriate. The students fell in line one by one without him saying or doing anything”.

I was then let loose into the classroom to play a “game”. I felt ill prepared as I did not know what the game rules were but I knew it was my “turn”.

I walked amidst the students who continued to be doing whatever they wanted. They stared at me as I passed them and time passed without me doing anything. I began to be concerned that I was doing something wrong when a young, teenaged boy purposefully giggled to get my attention and I saw as he knocked something over. It came to mind, then, that I must be there to be on the lookout for suspicious or “bad” behavior. However, in my mind, being mischievous was not “bad” behavior.

I saw several other indicators that something was going on that I was unaware of, so I observed. I saw one teenager who was holding a silver pen in his hand. On the end of it appeared to be a laser. I instantly knew to be cautious of him and I approached him. A young girl, obviously wanting in on the action, interrupted me before I could talk to him, pointing him out.

She said something about him doing a bad thing in 2001, something involving a bomb. I told her, “That was six years ago. Surely he is not the same person. We need to give him a chance”. There was confusion on her face and I repeated myself and then realized I was wrong about the date. It was not currently 2007. It was 2015 and more than 6 years had passed. I also suddenly knew this young man had been and still was a terrorist. He had been brainwashed into believing his soul purpose was to destroy the enemy. I had such sympathy for him at that moment and such faith in his ability to recover from his abuse. No one else believed in him, but I did.

When it Rains, it Pours

When I awoke I was talking to someone in the in-between. I heard them say to me, “When it rains….” and in my mind I saw a thunderstorm. I said back to them, “There is a storm” and then I remembered. “Ah! When it rains, it pours”, I said back. I then suddenly awoke. The dream came back to me in its entirety and I wondered what it was all about. Was this about terrorism? Was there to be another event like in 2001? Was there a terrorist event in 2007 I had forgotten about? Or was this all in reference to something going on for me?

Oddly, when I checked FB this morning, an online friend posted about the Oklahoma City bombing on April 19, 1995. Here I had been dreaming of a terrorist and it so happened to be on the anniversary of the OK City bombing. Was my dream a preparation of more similar events to come? The synchronicity is not lost to me, but what does it mean?

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Concentric Circles

My dreams last night were again quite vivid. I seemed to be once again preparing for something coming very soon.

Concentric Circles

Standing on the green of a very large field with a group of girls, I watched as a large circle formed in the sky. Inside was layer after layer of smaller circles. I did not take much notice of the circles as I was having an in-depth conversation with a group of  girls about the age when they first kissed and first had intercourse.

I mentioned to the girls how I thought it was an issue that so many young people were having sex at younger and younger ages. I was concerned about my own daughter and that is when the question came up about when each of us had experienced our first kiss, etc. This part of the dream was quite odd because I distinctly recall being each of the girls I was talking to. I saw a dark haired girl in front of me and she spoke first. When she did, I spoke as if she were me. I said I had intercourse for the first time at fourteen. The other me, the primary one, objected and thought, “That’s not true” and then told the real ages of these life events.

It was at this time that I saw the concentric circle separate into its parts. Each part then expanded to be the size of the largest circle. I watched as each of them was placed on the green field side by side. I recall seeing eight total circles. They were empty inside but their outline was in a light, fuzzy blue color.

I then noticed that my group, including myself, was standing inside one of the circles. Imagine the circles in two rows of four. If you counted from the top of the left group, we were in the second circle.

Queen Latifagain

In this dream I was interacting with a black woman who reminded me of Queen Latifa. We were inside a dress shop picking out prom dresses. I was dressed in a short sleeved, white wedding dress with lace around the bodice. “Latifa” was browsing the dresses and looking at different styles. I walked up to her and started talking to her about her choices. I commented on a woman who was modeling a dress that resembled a floral print moo-moo. Latia and I was talking about the style and what others would think of it and other styles.

She then said she had to be on her way because she was in college and had an exam in 9 hours. She went to a large, blue duffel bag and inside were odd things like box after box of laundry detergent and piles of money.

The next thing I recall is being in a silver car driving with her and getting in line at the bank. I pulled up and she hopped out to retrieve her belongings from the trunk. I guess this was her destination and I remember helping her unload the strange items from the trunk – boxes of Gain laundry detergent! I wondered how she would take it all on the plane with her.

I got back into the car but it went out of gear and began to move forward on its own. I panicked and got out of the car to control it almost hitting the car behind me. Interestingly, the car was on tracks similar to a railroad. When I finally pulled up to the teller line there was an officer looking at me with a notebook taking notes. I explained what happened and a woman replaced him and smiled. I had with me four huge bags full of stacks of money. It was at least $40,0000!

Scabies Dream and Vibrations

I had a short dream at this time in which I was being given a prescription. What was odd was that I was at work when I got them dispensed to me and one bottle was for Scabies. I recall being disgusted and knowing I did not have them. The guy giving me the bottle of pills told me it was just a precaution because they were going around. I looked at the bottle and saw I should take three. I only took one.

I then went into a room and saw a woman I work with crying and upset. In real life she is trying to save her marriage and considering leaving her husband. In the dream she left work suddenly and then returned to tell us goodbye because she was leaving her husband. I told her to not waver on her decision.

When I woke up I was disgusted by the scabies and intrigued by the dream. I was also totally covered in vibrations and a warm, healing sensation in my mid-lower back and the familiar energy helmet over my head. My third-eye was especially lit up with energy.

Interpretations

The circle dream is self-explanatory. I believe I was being shown how we are all interconnected/One.

The second dream indicates that I am happy with myself at this time. This is indicative of my wedding dress. Looking at other dresses indicates possibilities that exist for me. The Gain detergent suggests I am being asked to clean up something in my life or change my image. In doing so there will be “gain”. The bank symbolizes the need for financial security. Perhaps I am feeling a lack of resources at my disposal. The money being deposited indicates that I am being shown this should not be a concern.

The final dream with the scabies indicates that I am feeling “unclean” about a specific situation and am frustrated or distressed about it. I am not sure if the second half is precognitive for my coworker or symbolic for me.

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Black Sand Beach

I did it. I should have known better.

I went ahead and exercised despite the multiple flashes in my mind to do yoga and relax instead. Not only that, I kept at it past when I had decided to stop – just two more sets. No big deal.

Ha!

I crashed – mentally, physically, almost emotionally – about three hours later. I felt nauseous and got a really nasty headache. I got the shakes, too. Total low blood sugar burn out. I am better now but my head feels weird and I know what its about. Tonight there is more work to be done and I overdid it with my workout today. So now I may not be able to be fully present for the big event….or whatever it will be that is going to happen.

Mental Preparation

Last night, while I slept, I know there was some major preparation going on. I woke up after a very long, in-depth dream which I promptly decided I would not try to remember despite knowing it was significant. I was just too tired to care. I fell back to sleep and guess what? Yeah, I remember most of it anyway.

In the dream I spent quite a long time with a man. He had pale skin and blonde hair and was about a foot taller than me. I do not recall now the specifics of what we were doing or what was said. All I recall is being “inside” his head and inside mine alongside him and being shown the inner workings of the mind. We were inserting triangles and other shapes, making them bigger and/or smaller, and manipulating manipulationvibrational frequencies. We would first do it in his “mind” and then in mine. It felt more like a simulation than anything; like I was being taught how to do something very mathematically intricate and important.

When I awoke from this dream I immediately thought of the Algebra class I failed in several previous dreams. A recent dream from the night before last involved me being reminded that I would have to retake the class. I knew that I was now about to begin again and I said to my guide, “I’m not ready”.

Black Sand Beach

I fell back to sleep and was immediately taken up a flight of circular stairs made of concrete. I was with a group of others and the stairs smoothed out to become a ramp as we reached the top. At the top there were lines of people in two rows. I recall seeing cars with bubbles around them representing each of the people. There was a comment made about having to wait when the line began to move forward very quickly and with such speed that we had to run to catch up.

When we arrived at check-in, I wondered if I were in an airport but could not make out anything similar to one. I remember thinking I needed to go but didn’t know where.

The next thing I knew I was joining a group of people at a beach. The sand was sparkling and black, like the sands of a Hawaiian beach. I saw the water and immediately wanted to frolic in it. I went into it and thrust my hands into the water, letting it pool in the palms of my hands. I can still see the glittering white sparkles in the black sand and feel the grit of it under my feet as I stood in it.

My group pretty much ignored my enthusiasm. I ignored them in turn but a part of me was aware that they were meeting to discuss something important.

When I awoke this time I felt a call different than I am use to receiving upon waking. It came from directly above my head, high above me and centered on my being. I was not afraid nor nervous of it. I knew it was the High Council and I accepted their invitation, though I was still so very tired.

I won’t go into detail now about what was said as it was a message meant for me only. However, I will say they were warning me of resisting whatever is coming next. To do so could result in me returning to a state I have not been in for some time; a darker time in my life where fear played me for a fool many times.

I was specifically reminded of the recent message they gave me:

In these instances there may appear to be a break in your subconscious-conscious delineations and so as much it may be difficult for you to comprehend the enormity of the vibrational changes which will result. It is at these times that we request you subvert to your higher functioning and resist intervening in the process.

The mental effects of the above could result in feeling breaks with reality, which I have experienced before. I will be taking their advice 100% to avoid any of that!

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Root Chakra Activation and Healing

I felt really weird last night prior to going to bed and it caused me to not be able to sleep right away. I awoke in the night a couple of times to intense healing energy and dreams.

Root Chakra Activation

I had a dream where I was outside getting into my car. In the front, driver’s side was a little boy and in the back seat was a grown man. I got in and shooed the boy into the passenger seat and said, “Where are you going?” They told me a destination I can’t now remember and I began to drive them there.

As I drove we talked and I asked if the boy was his brother or his son. The man commented that many think the answer is “brother” but the boy is really his son.

I dropped them off and got out of the car looking for a restroom. I recall that I was wearing a hospital gown, one of those white ones with light blue print on it.

I went inside an empty room and laid down. This is when all the wacky chakra activity began. My root chakra activated and I could not stop it! I remember not being completely present in the dream, as if I separated myself from the experience. So the chakra activity was muted enough not to wake me.

Healing and Vision

I awoke to an all-over body healing blanket that felt so comfortable and warm and safe. There was more intensity around the middle of my back and it wrapped around me so wonderfully that I fell into the in-between.

I soon found myself standing in my Mom’s house watching as one of my children pointed at something. I looked but couldn’t find anything. Then I turned and there, standing right in front of me clear as day, stood this fully grown orange striped tom cat. I remember thinking, “The kids let him in!” and knowing he had marked his territory all over my house!

I came back to full awareness still outraged but in a different way. I had previously been relieved that cats were no longer showing themselves in my dreams and OBEs. Yet now there was a cat again!

I wondered about it as I fell into the warm healing energy that surrounded my entire body. I recognized the more intense energy around my midsection and knew instantly what the cat represented. Connecting the healing energy location and the odd sexual dream I knew the cat was all about my second chakra and the work being done on it. Not only was the cat orange (second chakra) but cats can represent feminine sexuality.

 

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Energy Upgrade and Adjustment

I had strange energy sensations most of the night. I am convinced there is much going on in my dreams as well.

Pregnant

I had a vivid dream of being very, very pregnant. In the dream I was walking outside. It was dark and there was snow on the ground. In my mind I heard a female doctor asking me questions about my pregnancy and labor. I recall telling her what I was feeling, relaying every sensation. At the same time I was very aware of having these sensations in both my energy body and physical body. I was also contacting part of my physical awareness because I remember talking to myself about the discrepancies. The conversation went something like, “I’m not pregnant”. Then there was a mental scan of my physical body and a recognition that I was indeed not pregnant. The other Me, the one in the dream would reply, “Yes, I know” and then focus back on the dream.

While this dream was going on there were intense labor contractions felt. They were very real and felt at both the physical level and energy level. When these contractions would occur the female doctor would always be asking me to tell her when I felt the contractions and what they felt like. What is interesting is the sensations were not at all like real contractions, though the source of them was mostly in the second chakra area. The sensations were in spots in my midsection, sometimes low and sometimes high up.

While talking with this female doctor I remember my physical me interjecting when she said to expect the birth to occur on the 31st. The physical me said, “But I already had my baby on the 31st. The 31st of March”. But the female doctor was relaying that this event would occur on April 31st.

I awoke after this last communication exchange distinctly aware that my mid-section had been receiving a thorough cleanse. Based upon the pain level in the dream I suspect that this was done while I was asleep to avoid the major discomfort involved.

Colors and Messages

I had other similar dreams but will not recount them now. In between these dreams I had messages along with visual flashes of color. When I had the flashes of color it was as if my entire visual field was replaced by the color. I saw an intense, bright blue one time and another time a similarly vivid green followed by an orange. The message was that I was being “adjusted” and as a result there was a cycling through each of the chakras. When I asked when this cycling and adjustment would end, I received an answer. You guessed it – the end of this month, which doesn’t have 31 days so there isn’t a 31st of April!

After this message I became very aware of the a vibrating in my energy body. I could feel the cycling that was occurring. I felt, of course, the familiar energy helmet. This remained constant. However, the energy would jump from my heart to my second chakra then down to my legs and then again back to my second chakra. The entire time the energy would not completely leave the chakras but remain in lesser amounts. The result was an all-over body vibration and tingling.

Energy Upgrade and Adjustment

What I am told is happening to me right now is that I am being adjusted in order to better acclimate to the energy upgrade I just received. Basically, some of my chakras handled the upgrade without incident but some are still not vibrating at the higher frequency. Thus, they are being adjusted. Ultimately, they will all be vibrating at the same higher frequency. Until then, I may experience variations in emotion and energy based upon the chakras that are being upgraded and attuned. This adjustment will be going on until the end of this month.

This is likely happening to others right now as well. If you are feeling odd energy body sensations, emotionality above and beyond your norm, sleeping very deeply with odd dreams and finding yourself strangely ungrounded for no apparent reason, you are likely experiencing similar adjustments to my own.

This is an example of what has been happening to me and how to handle it:

Yesterday I was more emotionally tuned into people. I was able to shield myself for the most part but not from my husband. He got very mad at me for disagreeing with him and sent me such a wave of nasty, hateful energy that I could not avoid the effects of it. I ended up a mess of emotion, so very hurt and feeling unloved. I was able to recover after going out by myself. It was odd how well it worked to get outside in this instance. When I came home and was back in the company of my husband I felt positive, high energy. It just goes to show how very important it is to immerse yourself in nature when feeling out of sorts. Such great medicine!

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Problem Solving Dream

I finally got some sleep last night! Unfortunately, I woke at 4:30am and then at 5am, before I could go back to sleep, my husband wanted to cuddle because he couldn’t sleep. So I have been up since 5am.

Dream: Problem Solving

Though I cannot recall most of my dreams I do recall one.

I was late for work and trying to find a parking place. I was driving my car from outside of it, like a kid would play with a toy car. When I got to the parking lot I noticed a coworker was also late. He was putting his car in a spot when I got there. Since I was distracted by him I almost crashed into a poll but was able to park my silver car. I mentioned to him that I was glad I was not the only one who was late. He said we were not late, that we had 9 minutes to spare.

The car symbolizes my life path and this body I am currently operating. The fact that I am outside of it is representative of my new position in regards to this body. I am no longer identifying myself as a body but as Spirit, separate from the body yet controlling a body. The number 9 is indicative of endings and also reminds me that my purpose and soul mission is to be of service to humanity.

The coworker, who was a teacher, asked me if I could help him. He took me to his classroom and introduced me to his four teenage children. They were all very close in age and there were three boys and a girl. I also recognized that this teacher taught Chemistry. The teacher then asked me to evaluate each of them because he was concerned about them. I agreed but in my mind I was trying to figure out how I would find time to fit them into my schedule.

Four represents responsibility and practicality, goals and drive. It is a reminder to move toward one’s goals. “Chemistry” symbolizes the ability to manipulate situations and change one’s Self. There is problem-solving going on in this aspect of the dream.

I took the kids with me as I left the classroom and went to my office. As we walked across campus there were these pathways that were just the width of a person’s two feet. They were green and rose up and then went down, similar to small roller coasters. One time I nearly fell as one rose up as I was walking on it.

We entered a building and I took them into a classroom that resembled a small music room. Inside was cramped and there was a gigantic megaphone the size of a table and silver in color.

The pathways indicate a particular path I am either taking or considering taking. Since they are green they are literally saying, “Follow your heart”. The megaphone indicates a need or desire to speak up.

I passed out the assessments and saw an old classmate of mine sitting alongside the four kids. I exclaimed, “What are you doing here?” The kids turned and looked and one asked, “Who?” My classmate vanished and I said, “He’s gone”. I thought to myself, “He must be dead” and was completely confused and a bit paranoid. I kept expecting him to appear again, but he did not.

To see something that is not there indicates that I may be over-reacting and this may be affecting my actions. It could also indicate that I am considering “killing” the situation, or putting an end to it.

The dream seems to end here but then I am in the classroom with the teacher and he is showing me a very, very thick book. It is sitting on the desk and he points it out to me. I see it and say, “Wow, that book is really thick”. I begin to feel a bit overwhelmed as if I have to study and take a lot of time to learn.

This part of the dream represents learning of a specific subject (path). That it is very thick and I feel overwhelmed suggests that I have much still to learn.

Reflection

This dream reflects exactly a current issue I have at work. The issues causes me to want to leave my job rather than confront the issue. A coworker of mine is telling me what to do and does not have the authority to do so. This has happened before and upset me and then the coworker asked for a meeting so he could tell me that he thought I was not doing enough. My supervisor believed him and since I was unprepared for the meeting I did not defend myself. I went to bed trying to decide how to approach this situation without burning bridges.

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Do You Feel It?

I awoke this morning to the most fantastic, happy feeling I have ever felt upon waking. My guide was right there with me and I could not go back to sleep. Again. My energy has been high the past few days but this is beyond a normal happy feeling.

The feeling reminds me very much of how I feel after having really good sex. 😀 It is an “afterglow” feeling but it is much better than any afterglow I have ever had. I don’t recall doing anything unusual in dreamland either – no astral sex, no kundalini energy, nothing out of the ordinary.

Perhaps if I look into my dreams I will find the source of this fantastic, sublime, blow your mind feeling?

Asking Forgiveness

I had a really detailed dream where I met up with an old classmate. We were in a bar in Montana just chatting and talking. I had a semi-lucid moment where I realized who it was I was talking to and so told him, “You know when we were in 7th grade and I broke up with you the way I did? That was wrong of me and I’m sorry. I felt pressured to do it and I really felt bad about it. Still do”. He smiled and said, “No problem. I understand”.

We then spent time catching up on each others lives, him talking about his wife and introducing me to her.

Then someone stole my car out of the parking lot and there was a side-dream about that and me getting it back. It was a nice sports car. I think it was black.

That was when I awoke feeling so wonderful and my guide was there talking to me. I can’t remember everything we talked about now but he was trying to communicate something important to me, encouraging me to go into the in-between. Every time a message would start coming through I would become too aware and miss most of it, though. I was just too happy and excited.

Taking the Fence Down

In one of the in-between times I recall talking with my guide while standing in a green yard. He asked me, “Do you want to keep the fence up?” I said cheerfully, “No. Take it down”.

I woke up and knew this was important but I was not sure how. I think the fence symbolizes my resistance to something, perhaps the changes I have been going through. Me taking it down suggests I am open to allowing in more of this energy and change.

Hearing From the Heart

I also recall being told this by my guide:

“You will hear me differently. Soon.”

“What does that mean?”

“You will hear me from the heart”.

I didn’t and still don’t quite understand. Perhaps it is just feeling him and not so much hearing him.

I Finished!

Another in-between message I received was seeing and hearing my daughter as she jumped up and down. She yelled, “I finished! I finished!”

I woke up knowing I had finished something. I felt very proud.

You Can Project

I told my guide I wanted to leave my body. He told me I was “blue” indicating my energy was high enough to astral.

I tossed and turned for some time, not able to settle the amazing, excited energy I felt.

I finally laid on my back long enough to feel the vibrations indicative of astral. I was fully conscious and surprised at how intense the vibrations were.

My guide said, “You can project now”, as if he wanted me to just get up out of my body.

I didn’t know if I could do that so asked, “How?”

He told me to relax into the vibrations. I tried but relaxation was not forthcoming. Again, I was too happy and excited and you know what? I didn’t mind not going OOB. I was fine right here in the physical.

The energy intensified around my head like a helmet. I also felt energy in my second chakra as well as in the other chakras. It tickled and was pleasant.

Continued Energy Helmet

I have had the energy helmet over my entire head all day. As I drove my son to his doctor appointment it was intense and I felt very floaty as I traveled the highway. I actually felt similar to how I feel in astral and I felt a juxtaposition occur. I feel like I am here and there at the same time, riding a wave right through the middle of two worlds and able to navigate either one at any time. Weird!

I was asked if I wanted it to stop and I told my guide “No”. I knew the worry was all me and the feeling was completely controllable. Just like in astral.

The energy continues even now and the amazing feeling is still with me.

I have just been all smiles today. Ear to ear.

Do you feel it?

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Orphans at School

Prior to my unexpected OBE this morning, I had a very vivid dream.

Orphan at School

I was both the dreamer and the observer in this dream.

I watched as a small, blonde toddler was dropped off at an orphanage. She looked like a little baby doll with golden ringlets and cherub cheeks. She was scared and a group of older ladies ushered her into the building. Along the way she saw other little boys and girls her age and knew they had all been dropped at the orphanage.

There was a tall man and other adults who oversaw the orphanage. I remember that an older lady who looked like the fairy God Mother from Cinderella was talking with me and helping me adjust. I was asking her questions and I remember she told me that each of the new children got an entire roasted chicken to eat. She gave me mine and I took it. Later, I asked for something different to eat and she told me, “You will get chicken for the first week while you are adjusting”. I said, “Oh, but I wanted turkey”.

At one point I was told by a man who was the leader of this orphanage that I was not in an orphanage but in a school. When he told me I suddenly realized he was right and with that I changed from the little girl into an adult. As we talked I recognized that I was not dropped off either, but that I was sent there along with others to learn. The feeling I got was that this was a school to teach us how to use our abilities.

Understanding hit me and I immediately began to practice my abilities with the teacher. We put stood in front of one another and reached out, placing our hands in front of each other. Then we both sent energy toward one another through our hands and soon began to lift off the floor. I shot up quickly and laughed.

Afterward I was laying side by side with a man I didn’t know on one side and my teacher on the other. I recall being instructed to get to know the man and so when I did he began to kiss me and the next thing I knew we were having astral sex. The teacher was there and I remember asking if he wanted to join but he declined. Strangely, I did not wake up from this experience and I remember very little of the actual sexual act (thankfully).

Afterward we were all three together and the man I had been with sexually began to sing. He had such a beautiful voice and I remember wanting to join him. I was hit suddenly with such emotion that it woke me up.

Interpretation

The fact that I was a child in this dream and going to an orphanage symbolizes my fear, specifically of being abandoned and/or alone. The chicken also symbolizes fear. Based upon how the dream made me feel, I believe my guide was trying to get me to take the next step and we were discussing my fear of it. Later in the dream I must have taken that step because I “grew up” and began to practice my abilities.

Conversation with Guide

When I woke up I had tears in my eyes. I saw it was 5am and I was made because I had specifically asked to not have in-depth dreams that woke me up! Despite being upset, I recognized that I was being shown something but at the time I did not want to acknowledge it.

My guide began to ask me to listen, he wanted to tell me something. I told him, “Not now. I want to sleep!” But he kept bugging me and so I rolled over on my back and tried to listen. I fell into the in-between several times at t his point and kept waking up in the midst of receiving information.

I only remember a few things but one was that in the coming weeks there would be more negative things happening on Earth similar to the recent plane crash. More people were going to die. I did not want to hear about negative things and so told my guide this quite sternly. Another thing I remembered was being told that I needed to remember the things that made me the happiest in life – one of those is singing as was revealed in the dream. Finally, I recall seeing a map of the U.S. and instantly rejecting the message that came with it which was again about future weather-related disasters in the east and southeast. There were other brief beginnings of messages along with a feeling of urgency. I was in no mood to hear them, though and kept asking to sleep.

The last thing I remember was arguing with my guide in the in-between. That is when I realized I could exit my body and so that is exactly what I did.

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Tending House

My sleep is being interrupted again and this time I cannot return to sleep. My dreams are very involved and near lucid, making it difficult for me: 1. to forget and 2. to get a good rest.

Runaway Truck

I recall watching from above, as if viewing a movie, as a green garbage truck drove itself down a road. It then changed its mind and turned around. It did this again and again running into things in the process. I recall having a discussion with a police officer from a large city about this disturbance at the time. The feeling was that I was overseeing this small town and was being evaluated by my supervisor.

Me and my supervisor then hovered over continents of green. I had a feeling of being a traveler at this time and reviewing past travels. I do not remember all that was said but there was a mini-story in which I was with a group deciding where to go next.

I then was on land in a field of green watching my superior talking to an old woman. The old lady had Alzheimer’s and I recognized she had been the truck from before. Now she was driving an ATV amidst a field of buffalo. She accidentally ran into a cow and apologized as she returned. I watched all of this as an observer.

Interpretation

A garbage truck is a symbol of old habits that need to be “trashed”. To be a police officer represents one’s morality and conscience. Since my superior is also an officer it suggests I am being helped to follow this moral path. The Alzheimer’s woman likely symbolizes me and my “forgetfulness”. Since the woman runs into a buffalo, which symbolizes survival, strength or power, it suggests that my forgetfulness could harm my survival.

Tending House

I was watering my lawn which was dying and being overgrown by weeds. A kindly neighbor was helping me decide where to water. On one side I discovered a rocky creek with towering trees built into my yard. The trees went up so high I could not see the sky through them. I recall thinking someone had planted them all at the same time.

Inside I was rearranging furniture. I had three living areas and saw more towering trees, this time inside the house! There were people working on art projects as well. I complimented a student on his. He wheeled toward me a cart with a tray of opaque, white goo on it. They were heating it up. Another tray contained pomegranate but it looked more like circular, gel balls. I took one ball and mixed it with the goo and heated it up. I scortched it a little but then took the ball and rubbed it on my feet.

Interpretation

A house is an aspect of my subconscious. The front yard is the part of me I allow others to see. I have weeds in my yard suggesting there are things needing tending to in my life. The water is emotion and my attempt to grow positive relationships in my life. The trees represent a positive aspect of this part of me, specifically my spiritual development and focus on myself. It is the most orderly part of the yard.

Inside my house there are also trees indicating strength. Living rooms represents beliefs I have about myself and life and the barriers I put up between my public and private self. The pomegranate represents good health but also the allure and invitation of sex. The fact that I am rubbing this into my feet suggests that I am seeking to add this into my life and identity.

I felt really off when I woke up over an hour before I was suppose to. I told my guides, “If my sleep is going to keep being interrupted by these weird dreams, I would rather not remember them”. I was reminded of the time period when I did this before and how lacking I felt. I saw this truth but then also saw there was still something lacking. I recognized this “lacking” to be what is interrupting my sleep and causing me to feel disconnected from my life. I saw then the connection between my feet in the dream and my current feelings of being disconnected from my life.

Current Symptoms of the Shift

  • Interrupted sleep
  • Weird dreams
  • Shooting pain up and down right side of body (brief episodes)
  • Itchy Dry skin/acne
  • Melancholy
  • Disinterest in life
  • Aches and pains in body
  • Ringing in ears
  • Moments in life hitting me with vivid clarity/being fully Present
  • Zoning out during the day
  • Disconnected feeling
  • Thirsty
  • Nausea in morning
  • Sty in left eye
  • Restless legs/shooting pains in legs
  • Having to ground at night more often
  • Visual anomalies – lights, flashes, colors, shapes
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Swamp Man

Besides the two OBEs I had last night/this morning, I also had vivid dreams in between. In fact, I was dreaming and waking and dreaming and waking all night long. I don’t feel very rested this morning.

Swamp Man

This dream was set in the country. I was with other people talking about different plots of land; farms that were being renovated.

We walked to a small farm that was hidden amidst trees. There was a rundown one-room cabin that no one lived in and I wandered off to explore.

I came upon what appeared to be an animal covered in mud. I was standing atop a hill of dirt and leaves and looked down at him. I had pity for him and so fed him some grass, which he ate. He then moved closer and I finally recognized him as a man. I said, “You’re human!” I could see his face showing through some patches of mud and slime.

Now friends, we walked toward the house that was being renovated and discussed the plumbing. He showed me how they had hooked up the hot water heater and I saw this pump at the base of the house with pipes coming out. He mentioned that the pipes leaked and I saw they were leaking at the joints. We discusses probable solutions and I told him that it made more sense to just rip out all the old plumbing and replace it rather than try to fix really old, brittle pipes.

The Swamp Man then embraced me and I was caught up in an intense energy that woke me up. This is when I felt intense energy sensations and went OOB for the first of two times that night.

Heroine Addict

I was with a group of people inside an apartment in the Projects. No one was inside and we were going to make a recipe and needed specific ingredients. I recall looking for cornmeal and searching through food on the counter and finding some. There was a conversation about being lied to about the results achieved from using this particular recipe.

I was then watching an older, light skinned, African American woman talking to a man. Her face was very vivid in the dream. She had her hair underneath a cloth and was about 50 years of age. She was a Heroine addict but did not appear to be high.

The man with her was interrogating her about our recent visit. What was interesting was how clean her apartment was and how high class it appeared. I could see the other apartments around hers and they were also very high class and upscale. I remember thinking, “They sure have it nice here”.

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The dreams continued but I will skip to the last one.

There was this very large, glass encased shower. It was the size of a small office. A woman and a man were going inside. I was also inside at times and recall the water coming out of a shower head high above us. It was misting and we were all asked to inhale the midst. This was linked to the heroine dream and I recall thinking this was a way to detox.

I had the idea to change the flow and when I did the mist stopped and a flood of water came out. It was suggested to me that this was not best and so I turned it back to the mist.

It was then that I noticed the man in the shower was the Swamp Man from my previous dream. There he was covered in mud and in front of him was an older woman whose nakedness was very obvious. They embraced and the woman’s breasts pressed up against the Swamp Man and he kissed them. I was completely grossed out by this! The woman caressed the man’s head and I saw the mud begin to come off. There was a bright blue, scaly patch on his head that seemed to glow. I noticed it with great interest and came in for a closer look. It was then that I saw who the Swamp Man really was – he was the man who called himself “Tom Arnold” from my previous OBE!

I immediately awoke from the dream overcome with such loss that I cannot explain. I recognized my guide from the dream and began to talk with him about what was going on. I felt such loss, as if I had let myself down. I did not understand why I was failing at this task!

There was energy all over me, specifically at my crown and the back of my head. I also felt it intensely in my throat, which is a first for me.

I asked “Tom” why he was all covered in mud. He said, “You don’t want to see me”. I also knew this meant there was something about myself I did not want to see. Our conversation revealed that I am afraid to really “see” myself. I am also afraid to trust myself.

I cannot see the truth in the world and in others if I cannot see it within myself.

I was told that I am close and to not despair. But how could I not? The feeling of failure was so intense that I could not return to sleep. As I tried, I was asked to consider how I could lift my spirits, and thus my energy. I resolved to focus upon my family. When I finally fell asleep, I went OOB and had my second OBE of the night.