Monthly Archives: April 2015

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When it Rains, it Pours

Yesterday, on a date with my husband, I finally was able to talk to him about some of the spiritual experiences I have been having in more detail. Upon recounting these experiences I realized that for whatever is coming, I will need help. His help and the help of others who have assisted me in the past (human assistants). He, of course, told me he would do whatever he could to help me and was very supportive. I am so very grateful to have a partner in this life who is spiritually aware and recognizes and accepts, without judgment, my experiences.

I went to bed in very high spirits with tons of energy. Yet still I was able to fall instantly and deeply asleep.

Class

In my sleep I found myself in a spiritual classroom. Upon looking back on this dream/experience, I suspect this is my “math” class.

In the classroom I was brought in and asked to observe what was going on. I saw various young people mingling and quite disorganized. They appeared to be doing whatever they wanted and the class appeared to be in disarray. I could not see the teacher at first but then notice him out of the corner of my eye. He was doing nothing. Or so it seemed.

I was then asked, “What did you observe?” I don’t remember hearing this question out loud, though, it more like a thought of my own.

I replied, “I saw a teacher doing nothing and this proved to be appropriate. The students fell in line one by one without him saying or doing anything”.

I was then let loose into the classroom to play a “game”. I felt ill prepared as I did not know what the game rules were but I knew it was my “turn”.

I walked amidst the students who continued to be doing whatever they wanted. They stared at me as I passed them and time passed without me doing anything. I began to be concerned that I was doing something wrong when a young, teenaged boy purposefully giggled to get my attention and I saw as he knocked something over. It came to mind, then, that I must be there to be on the lookout for suspicious or “bad” behavior. However, in my mind, being mischievous was not “bad” behavior.

I saw several other indicators that something was going on that I was unaware of, so I observed. I saw one teenager who was holding a silver pen in his hand. On the end of it appeared to be a laser. I instantly knew to be cautious of him and I approached him. A young girl, obviously wanting in on the action, interrupted me before I could talk to him, pointing him out.

She said something about him doing a bad thing in 2001, something involving a bomb. I told her, “That was six years ago. Surely he is not the same person. We need to give him a chance”. There was confusion on her face and I repeated myself and then realized I was wrong about the date. It was not currently 2007. It was 2015 and more than 6 years had passed. I also suddenly knew this young man had been and still was a terrorist. He had been brainwashed into believing his soul purpose was to destroy the enemy. I had such sympathy for him at that moment and such faith in his ability to recover from his abuse. No one else believed in him, but I did.

When it Rains, it Pours

When I awoke I was talking to someone in the in-between. I heard them say to me, “When it rains….” and in my mind I saw a thunderstorm. I said back to them, “There is a storm” and then I remembered. “Ah! When it rains, it pours”, I said back. I then suddenly awoke. The dream came back to me in its entirety and I wondered what it was all about. Was this about terrorism? Was there to be another event like in 2001? Was there a terrorist event in 2007 I had forgotten about? Or was this all in reference to something going on for me?

Oddly, when I checked FB this morning, an online friend posted about the Oklahoma City bombing on April 19, 1995. Here I had been dreaming of a terrorist and it so happened to be on the anniversary of the OK City bombing. Was my dream a preparation of more similar events to come? The synchronicity is not lost to me, but what does it mean?

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Concentric Circles

My dreams last night were again quite vivid. I seemed to be once again preparing for something coming very soon.

Concentric Circles

Standing on the green of a very large field with a group of girls, I watched as a large circle formed in the sky. Inside was layer after layer of smaller circles. I did not take much notice of the circles as I was having an in-depth conversation with a group of  girls about the age when they first kissed and first had intercourse.

I mentioned to the girls how I thought it was an issue that so many young people were having sex at younger and younger ages. I was concerned about my own daughter and that is when the question came up about when each of us had experienced our first kiss, etc. This part of the dream was quite odd because I distinctly recall being each of the girls I was talking to. I saw a dark haired girl in front of me and she spoke first. When she did, I spoke as if she were me. I said I had intercourse for the first time at fourteen. The other me, the primary one, objected and thought, “That’s not true” and then told the real ages of these life events.

It was at this time that I saw the concentric circle separate into its parts. Each part then expanded to be the size of the largest circle. I watched as each of them was placed on the green field side by side. I recall seeing eight total circles. They were empty inside but their outline was in a light, fuzzy blue color.

I then noticed that my group, including myself, was standing inside one of the circles. Imagine the circles in two rows of four. If you counted from the top of the left group, we were in the second circle.

Queen Latifagain

In this dream I was interacting with a black woman who reminded me of Queen Latifa. We were inside a dress shop picking out prom dresses. I was dressed in a short sleeved, white wedding dress with lace around the bodice. “Latifa” was browsing the dresses and looking at different styles. I walked up to her and started talking to her about her choices. I commented on a woman who was modeling a dress that resembled a floral print moo-moo. Latia and I was talking about the style and what others would think of it and other styles.

She then said she had to be on her way because she was in college and had an exam in 9 hours. She went to a large, blue duffel bag and inside were odd things like box after box of laundry detergent and piles of money.

The next thing I recall is being in a silver car driving with her and getting in line at the bank. I pulled up and she hopped out to retrieve her belongings from the trunk. I guess this was her destination and I remember helping her unload the strange items from the trunk – boxes of Gain laundry detergent! I wondered how she would take it all on the plane with her.

I got back into the car but it went out of gear and began to move forward on its own. I panicked and got out of the car to control it almost hitting the car behind me. Interestingly, the car was on tracks similar to a railroad. When I finally pulled up to the teller line there was an officer looking at me with a notebook taking notes. I explained what happened and a woman replaced him and smiled. I had with me four huge bags full of stacks of money. It was at least $40,0000!

Scabies Dream and Vibrations

I had a short dream at this time in which I was being given a prescription. What was odd was that I was at work when I got them dispensed to me and one bottle was for Scabies. I recall being disgusted and knowing I did not have them. The guy giving me the bottle of pills told me it was just a precaution because they were going around. I looked at the bottle and saw I should take three. I only took one.

I then went into a room and saw a woman I work with crying and upset. In real life she is trying to save her marriage and considering leaving her husband. In the dream she left work suddenly and then returned to tell us goodbye because she was leaving her husband. I told her to not waver on her decision.

When I woke up I was disgusted by the scabies and intrigued by the dream. I was also totally covered in vibrations and a warm, healing sensation in my mid-lower back and the familiar energy helmet over my head. My third-eye was especially lit up with energy.

Interpretations

The circle dream is self-explanatory. I believe I was being shown how we are all interconnected/One.

The second dream indicates that I am happy with myself at this time. This is indicative of my wedding dress. Looking at other dresses indicates possibilities that exist for me. The Gain detergent suggests I am being asked to clean up something in my life or change my image. In doing so there will be “gain”. The bank symbolizes the need for financial security. Perhaps I am feeling a lack of resources at my disposal. The money being deposited indicates that I am being shown this should not be a concern.

The final dream with the scabies indicates that I am feeling “unclean” about a specific situation and am frustrated or distressed about it. I am not sure if the second half is precognitive for my coworker or symbolic for me.

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Black Sand Beach

I did it. I should have known better.

I went ahead and exercised despite the multiple flashes in my mind to do yoga and relax instead. Not only that, I kept at it past when I had decided to stop – just two more sets. No big deal.

Ha!

I crashed – mentally, physically, almost emotionally – about three hours later. I felt nauseous and got a really nasty headache. I got the shakes, too. Total low blood sugar burn out. I am better now but my head feels weird and I know what its about. Tonight there is more work to be done and I overdid it with my workout today. So now I may not be able to be fully present for the big event….or whatever it will be that is going to happen.

Mental Preparation

Last night, while I slept, I know there was some major preparation going on. I woke up after a very long, in-depth dream which I promptly decided I would not try to remember despite knowing it was significant. I was just too tired to care. I fell back to sleep and guess what? Yeah, I remember most of it anyway.

In the dream I spent quite a long time with a man. He had pale skin and blonde hair and was about a foot taller than me. I do not recall now the specifics of what we were doing or what was said. All I recall is being “inside” his head and inside mine alongside him and being shown the inner workings of the mind. We were inserting triangles and other shapes, making them bigger and/or smaller, and manipulating manipulationvibrational frequencies. We would first do it in his “mind” and then in mine. It felt more like a simulation than anything; like I was being taught how to do something very mathematically intricate and important.

When I awoke from this dream I immediately thought of the Algebra class I failed in several previous dreams. A recent dream from the night before last involved me being reminded that I would have to retake the class. I knew that I was now about to begin again and I said to my guide, “I’m not ready”.

Black Sand Beach

I fell back to sleep and was immediately taken up a flight of circular stairs made of concrete. I was with a group of others and the stairs smoothed out to become a ramp as we reached the top. At the top there were lines of people in two rows. I recall seeing cars with bubbles around them representing each of the people. There was a comment made about having to wait when the line began to move forward very quickly and with such speed that we had to run to catch up.

When we arrived at check-in, I wondered if I were in an airport but could not make out anything similar to one. I remember thinking I needed to go but didn’t know where.

The next thing I knew I was joining a group of people at a beach. The sand was sparkling and black, like the sands of a Hawaiian beach. I saw the water and immediately wanted to frolic in it. I went into it and thrust my hands into the water, letting it pool in the palms of my hands. I can still see the glittering white sparkles in the black sand and feel the grit of it under my feet as I stood in it.

My group pretty much ignored my enthusiasm. I ignored them in turn but a part of me was aware that they were meeting to discuss something important.

When I awoke this time I felt a call different than I am use to receiving upon waking. It came from directly above my head, high above me and centered on my being. I was not afraid nor nervous of it. I knew it was the High Council and I accepted their invitation, though I was still so very tired.

I won’t go into detail now about what was said as it was a message meant for me only. However, I will say they were warning me of resisting whatever is coming next. To do so could result in me returning to a state I have not been in for some time; a darker time in my life where fear played me for a fool many times.

I was specifically reminded of the recent message they gave me:

In these instances there may appear to be a break in your subconscious-conscious delineations and so as much it may be difficult for you to comprehend the enormity of the vibrational changes which will result. It is at these times that we request you subvert to your higher functioning and resist intervening in the process.

The mental effects of the above could result in feeling breaks with reality, which I have experienced before. I will be taking their advice 100% to avoid any of that!

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The Shift vs Ascension

I am beginning to back off once again from the “Ascension” hype on the internet. And yes, I am calling it a hype because it is mostly being presented as this new and life-changing event that just recently came to planet Earth to uplift us all. It is not recent. It has been part of the spiritual path all along. Always.

The more proper term for what is currently going on is Shift. The Shift itself is not ascension, though very much affecting and often times (most of the time) directly causing many of the intense symptoms and frequency accelerations we are experiencing right now.

What is the Shift? It is the shifting of the Earth’s poles and magnetic field. It is directly linked to astrological events to include the sun, the planets and this and other universes.

I wanted to clarify this as I, in turn, am being taught the differences as I go through the individual changes I am experiencing related to the Shift.

The Shift was first brought to my attention in October 2013. I posted this blog post – Tossing Pebbles – after receiving the message about it. I had no idea whatsoever the enormity of what I was told/shown. There is quite a bit of information in this post, some not so good, but I want you to focus mostly on the information about the shifting of the Earth’s poles and the reciprocal shifting of the “poles” of the human body. I have since realized what “poles” meant – the energy centers and resonance of the human aura, the mechanism that connects us (our Divine Self, Higher Self, Godhead, etc) to the human body, allowing us control over it.

In this physical reality, what happens to mother Earth, also happens to us. The current shifting of the poles is a natural phenomenon and quite common, occurring every 200,000 to 300,000 years (Source1, Source2, Source 3) However, for humans, this Shift would not be considered a common phenomenon. In fact, there is likely nothing in recorded history describing such an event or its effects upon humanity.

So what is Ascension and how is it different from the Shift?

Ascension, in simplest terms, is the merging of the human Self (Ego) with the Higher Self (Godhead, Divine Self, etc). This is an on-going, individual process. There is no map or outline of a sequential nature that will define ascension for any one individual. We all take our own path towards achieving it and the number of lives it takes for us also varies.

What can be more specifically defined is the Shift and its effects upon us and our ascension right now. Again, however, not everyone is experiencing the Shift in quite the same way because not everyone is at the same stage on the path to ascension.

As you can see, it is quite difficult to then say what is going on right now for all humanity because every human (in this I mean Soul utilizing a human body) is on such an individual path. All that can be generalized for everyone is the current energy changes brought about by the Shift. This is the same for everyone. When the frequency of the Earth shifts, so then does the frequency of the human body which in turn directly affects our connection to this physical host we occupy and so directly affects us.

In order to better adapt to these frequency changes, we (our Higher Self and the one in charge of the physical form) must make changes to the “system” in order to better control it. For some (not all) this means an acceleration of ascension. This acceleration is often accompanied by a “spiritual awakening” or sudden change in awareness compared to before the acceleration. Again, “acceleration” is variable, dependent upon the individual.

In the simplest terms, the changes made to the “system” are experienced by the human Self in various forms. Thankfully, most of the changes made by our Higher Self are done during sleep.

So there you have it in a nutshell. No, my explanation is not scientific by any means. If you want that, then you will have to seek it out for yourself. I am not one to go find facts and figures to prove my inner Knowing. I always say take what resonates with you and toss the rest or save it for later. This strategy has worked for me and so is often the advice I give for those with more questions than answers.

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Root Chakra Activation and Healing

I felt really weird last night prior to going to bed and it caused me to not be able to sleep right away. I awoke in the night a couple of times to intense healing energy and dreams.

Root Chakra Activation

I had a dream where I was outside getting into my car. In the front, driver’s side was a little boy and in the back seat was a grown man. I got in and shooed the boy into the passenger seat and said, “Where are you going?” They told me a destination I can’t now remember and I began to drive them there.

As I drove we talked and I asked if the boy was his brother or his son. The man commented that many think the answer is “brother” but the boy is really his son.

I dropped them off and got out of the car looking for a restroom. I recall that I was wearing a hospital gown, one of those white ones with light blue print on it.

I went inside an empty room and laid down. This is when all the wacky chakra activity began. My root chakra activated and I could not stop it! I remember not being completely present in the dream, as if I separated myself from the experience. So the chakra activity was muted enough not to wake me.

Healing and Vision

I awoke to an all-over body healing blanket that felt so comfortable and warm and safe. There was more intensity around the middle of my back and it wrapped around me so wonderfully that I fell into the in-between.

I soon found myself standing in my Mom’s house watching as one of my children pointed at something. I looked but couldn’t find anything. Then I turned and there, standing right in front of me clear as day, stood this fully grown orange striped tom cat. I remember thinking, “The kids let him in!” and knowing he had marked his territory all over my house!

I came back to full awareness still outraged but in a different way. I had previously been relieved that cats were no longer showing themselves in my dreams and OBEs. Yet now there was a cat again!

I wondered about it as I fell into the warm healing energy that surrounded my entire body. I recognized the more intense energy around my midsection and knew instantly what the cat represented. Connecting the healing energy location and the odd sexual dream I knew the cat was all about my second chakra and the work being done on it. Not only was the cat orange (second chakra) but cats can represent feminine sexuality.

 

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Energy Convergence Trifecta

With the familiar calmness today came a sense of connection beyond what I am use to. I allowed myself to open to this communication and this is what I received:

It has been some time since we have spoken and we are pleased you have requested our presence now.

We would like to speak with you regarding the forthcoming induction to be performed by the Arcturians and Pleiadians. It is that of which we speak that requires ones immediate attention. It is but three days until the next descent of our hosts to Earth. We would like for you to join us in this endeavor. Not in body, of course, for this would be quite impossible, but rather in your projected consciousness.  This will be assisted, of course, by our emissaries and will not cause you distress. Some of you may not even be aware that is it occurring except that we are now informing you of such.

In this event we shall assist you with the Shift you are now experiencing. We have been doing this for quite some time and will continue to do so until you are at the level in which you acquire the ability to assist with the upgrades yourself. Some have already received message of this upcoming event but you have yet to inquire and we are not One to insist that you do so for it is at your own pace and ability that you proceed.

There will be hence forth three enhancements each to your solar plexus, heart, and root chakra in this order and then again until the intended frequency and energy level has been reached. These enhancements, or upgrades, will appear as an intense pulse of light directed at the center of each chakra successively.  After each upgrade you may experiences much purging and emotional release depending on the amount of energy removed and then re-infused into each energy vortex. Prior to each energy convergence you will receive an invitation to attend. You may or may not find you are aware of these invitations as your awareness is dependent upon your willingness to be a conscious participant. But it is encouraging that you are seeking from us this information as this indicates you are arriving at a level in which you can integrate the higher vibrational frequencies required of these initiations.

It is beyond your comprehension at this time to explain in more detail the proceedings which will take place. Please, however, do not resist our communications for you will find them helpful in the processes at hand. In these instances there may appear to be a break in your subconscious-conscious delineations and so as much it may be difficult for you to comprehend the enormity of the vibrational changes which will result. It is at these times that we request you subvert to your higher functioning and resist intervening in the process.

As always, we are here to serve and assist you should you desire it. However, be it known that we are in continuous communication with you regardless.

So much of this communication came in pictures and sensations that the words above leave so much unsaid. I experienced a vision of expansive light which opened up above me. From wiithin a myriad of colored lights was directed down toward me. I then saw pulses of this light sent down toward me in quick succession. One. Two. Three.

As this was a vision and not the real thing, all I experienced was the familiar twinge in my stomach that I get when anticipating a big event. It did not last long but was enough to pass on the message that this event, this Trifecta, is profound in it effects upon my vibrational frequencies and conscious awareness.

I assume this message is meant not only for me but others who are at a similar readiness to receive. Cheers to this next convergence!

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Attachment and the Body

How attached to your body are you?

This is something I am being led to consider indirectly. What I mean by this is that I continue to have this odd recollection of “choosing” where in time I will focus my attention and then choosing again what experience I want to focus upon in that particular time-track. In doing this, I experience myself as in two distinct places – one as the Chooser and the other as the Perceiver.

This strange recollection first occurred when I had the experience of being OOB while wide awake, sitting in a chair alongside my family. With it came the strange, sudden disconnection from my life and individual experiences. This disconnection shook me to the core in a way I cannot quite describe and it took me a while to reconnect to myself. I did so by looking at my baby who was peeking at me from the doorway. When I oped my arms to him to receive a hug the disconnect vanished and I felt “normal” again. You can image the relief!

In that moment my perception, unbeknownst to me at the time, was forever altered. Now, no matter how I try to push this regained memory of Self out of my mind, it keeps reappearing at the strangest of times. Usually I am in the midst of my daily activities – at work or in the midst of trying to resolve a conflict or problem I am being faced with.

There is a part of me that wants to reject this memory and pretend that it is my imagination. I do so without issue only to find it once again thrust into my mind, as if someone is saying to me, “I don’t think so. LOOK”.

Now, over a week since the event occurred, I am still shaken by it but am finally able to look at it objectively and without the odd, irrational fear that I will somehow lose myself if I do.

What is it that is so scary? It is the fact that in that moment, I realized that this body, this physical vehicle, is NOT me. Yes, I recognized this before; however, it was similar to knowing a fact one reads from a book. I really didn’t know it because I had not experienced it. When I finally did experience it, I finally Knew it and the memory of it was life shattering. I want to say that I had, in that moment, an Awakening to my Self.

Thankfully, I have had many Awakenings since 2003 and so this one, by comparison to the others, was quite subtle in its effects upon me. Yet so profound that it had to remain slightly below the surface in order for me to fully integrate it. Now, after nightly, in-depth consultation and mitigation by my guides, I am finally able to bring it to the surface of this human mind.

time_joakim_kraemer_photography_I am starting to see just how strongly I am attached to this body. I love it. I have so much love for it that I see it as part of me.

What if I looked in the mirror and did not see me, but instead saw the vehicle that I am choosing to occupy. Like a car, I can get in and get out anytime I choose. Yet I have chosen time and time again not to leave it while in this point in time. I have fully immersed myself in it to the point that I have forgotten I am not separate from it.

And with this thought stream I see myself again looking down at this flow of matter, space, energy and time. It is like a river, below me. It moves and fluctuates alive with colors and energy, yet I am not part of it yet. And I can choose to go into this, become it; become the effect of it. And I see all the physical forms I can choose from that allow me to experience all that I am Not. And when I see them, I have no more an emotional response to them than I do a wild animal or tree or rock. I have an affinity for these things but not an attachment to them. If they were destroyed I would know it is just part of the cycle and feel no loss as they would still exist, just in another form.

However, once attachment occurs, there is made possible to experience a deep loss. It is like losing a child, a family member or a beloved pet. There is grief, there is guilt, there is a longing for what was.

This is what happens when we become attached to the body.

And I realize I love this body but I must be able to detach from it at will. This can be done and in doing so will allow me to be more at-cause; to be a better captain of this physical vessel.

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Update: Symptoms of the Shift

I wanted to quickly update everyone on my current symptoms.

Current symptoms:

  • deep, dream-filled sleep
  • lack of motivation
  • skin changes
  • muscle twitches
  • restlessness in legs
  • fatigue
  • thirst
  • vibrational fluctuations
  • buzzing in top three chakras
  • Increase in heart-centeredness
  • profound periods of knowingness
  • increase in calm/clarity
  • periods of intense emotional sensitivity (most noticeable in close relationships)
  • changes in perception

My dreams have a recurring theme of death/rebirth in them. I have had several now that seem almost precognitive. I have dreamed of two family members either becoming ill or dying. One is a family member whose husband recently died. In the dreams I am trying to avoid the deceased person but find myself laying right next to their corpse, disgusted. I recognize these dreams as signaling to me that I am currently working through certain cycles and patterns in my life that need to be discarded.

I wake several times a night knowing what is being discussed in the dreams and then returning to more dreams and waking again with knowingness. There is very little mental conversation going on between myself and my guides. It is now a feeling/knowingness/calm that pervades my being. This is quite uncommon for me but I like it.

My head continues to be covered in an energy helmet and at times my legs will become very restless and I will have to ground in order to calm them. This is rare, though. I also continue to be very thirsty despite drinking a gallon or more a day and am still experiencing skin changes.

Thankfully, most of the symptoms I currently experience are mild and the newer ones are positive and helpful in my daily life. I am especially thankful for the intense periods of calm, increase in clarity, and enhanced perception (though this can be overwhelming at times). I am very happy to be rid of the crazy brain fog, profuse sweating, headaches, visual changes, and

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Facilitating Transmutation

I don’t know about you, but I have been caught in a muck of mis-emotion (an emotion or emotional reaction that is inappropriate or irrational in the present time environment) lately that has me asking my guides, “When will this be over?” The answer, unfortunately, is about three more weeks. Sigh.

The feeling is not constant, thankfully, and is a direct result of adjusting to the new, higher vibrational state of the planet. Some of my chakras are the ones to blame as they are not fully vibrating at the same rate as the rest of me. I know the best solution is to get outside and extrovert myself as best I can. That means focusing my attention outward instead of inward and getting away from closed-in, man-made spaces. Those of us going through this transformation, this Shift, are most likely to introvert because this is how we introspect and learn more about ourselves in order to transmute. Yet, as I have been told and presented in a previous channeling, this introversion is counterproductive at this time as the work is not ours to do. We must become Observers of this process; step back and allow the transmutation to occur without interference.

For most of you, including me, this is quite difficult as we have been full-on participants in this process. The Shift in our vibrational frequency is never far from our mind as we go about our daily lives. We have become so involved, so intertwined in our own self-expansion, that we have become it in every aspect of our being. Mind you, there is nothing wrong with this, this was supposed to happen and we did well. Yet, there comes a time when we must step back and move forward in another direction, the one that will take us down our intended path. To do this we cannot be caught up in ourselves like we once were. We must go out, not in.

The future, for us, is not set in stone, no one’s is, but our purpose was decided many lives prior to this one. It is time to fulfill that purpose.

For me, this change from introspective and introverted will be challenging. Except for my pre-teen years, I have always been this way. I prefer time with myself to time with others. Thankfully, the move outward is not sudden nor will it require much effort. It will be a gradual process, one that suits the individual, their personality and needs. My guides tell me, “It will be easy”. I suspect their definition of “easy” and mine are not the same.

If you are like me, you may be wondering, “So, what do I do now?”

Continue your spiritual practices. Meditate, do yoga, exercise, eat well. You don’t toss all of that. You worked hard to get here and the lifestyle changes your made were purposeful. Be mindful of where you are, when you are and what you are doing in the present moment. Practice this, make it a habit if it is not already. Do reality checks throughout your day. Be in tune with your body. Listen to it. When there is an “off” feeling or mis-emotion, take the time to ground and be in nature. Focus on your heart and breathe deep until the feeling subsides.

Doing the above will facilitate transmutation.

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Energy Upgrade and Adjustment

I had strange energy sensations most of the night. I am convinced there is much going on in my dreams as well.

Pregnant

I had a vivid dream of being very, very pregnant. In the dream I was walking outside. It was dark and there was snow on the ground. In my mind I heard a female doctor asking me questions about my pregnancy and labor. I recall telling her what I was feeling, relaying every sensation. At the same time I was very aware of having these sensations in both my energy body and physical body. I was also contacting part of my physical awareness because I remember talking to myself about the discrepancies. The conversation went something like, “I’m not pregnant”. Then there was a mental scan of my physical body and a recognition that I was indeed not pregnant. The other Me, the one in the dream would reply, “Yes, I know” and then focus back on the dream.

While this dream was going on there were intense labor contractions felt. They were very real and felt at both the physical level and energy level. When these contractions would occur the female doctor would always be asking me to tell her when I felt the contractions and what they felt like. What is interesting is the sensations were not at all like real contractions, though the source of them was mostly in the second chakra area. The sensations were in spots in my midsection, sometimes low and sometimes high up.

While talking with this female doctor I remember my physical me interjecting when she said to expect the birth to occur on the 31st. The physical me said, “But I already had my baby on the 31st. The 31st of March”. But the female doctor was relaying that this event would occur on April 31st.

I awoke after this last communication exchange distinctly aware that my mid-section had been receiving a thorough cleanse. Based upon the pain level in the dream I suspect that this was done while I was asleep to avoid the major discomfort involved.

Colors and Messages

I had other similar dreams but will not recount them now. In between these dreams I had messages along with visual flashes of color. When I had the flashes of color it was as if my entire visual field was replaced by the color. I saw an intense, bright blue one time and another time a similarly vivid green followed by an orange. The message was that I was being “adjusted” and as a result there was a cycling through each of the chakras. When I asked when this cycling and adjustment would end, I received an answer. You guessed it – the end of this month, which doesn’t have 31 days so there isn’t a 31st of April!

After this message I became very aware of the a vibrating in my energy body. I could feel the cycling that was occurring. I felt, of course, the familiar energy helmet. This remained constant. However, the energy would jump from my heart to my second chakra then down to my legs and then again back to my second chakra. The entire time the energy would not completely leave the chakras but remain in lesser amounts. The result was an all-over body vibration and tingling.

Energy Upgrade and Adjustment

What I am told is happening to me right now is that I am being adjusted in order to better acclimate to the energy upgrade I just received. Basically, some of my chakras handled the upgrade without incident but some are still not vibrating at the higher frequency. Thus, they are being adjusted. Ultimately, they will all be vibrating at the same higher frequency. Until then, I may experience variations in emotion and energy based upon the chakras that are being upgraded and attuned. This adjustment will be going on until the end of this month.

This is likely happening to others right now as well. If you are feeling odd energy body sensations, emotionality above and beyond your norm, sleeping very deeply with odd dreams and finding yourself strangely ungrounded for no apparent reason, you are likely experiencing similar adjustments to my own.

This is an example of what has been happening to me and how to handle it:

Yesterday I was more emotionally tuned into people. I was able to shield myself for the most part but not from my husband. He got very mad at me for disagreeing with him and sent me such a wave of nasty, hateful energy that I could not avoid the effects of it. I ended up a mess of emotion, so very hurt and feeling unloved. I was able to recover after going out by myself. It was odd how well it worked to get outside in this instance. When I came home and was back in the company of my husband I felt positive, high energy. It just goes to show how very important it is to immerse yourself in nature when feeling out of sorts. Such great medicine!