Sleep deprived me went to work today. Perhaps that is why I had the experience I had?
What was That?
Today I had to report for the typical back to work gathering to welcome new staff and learn about the coming year. I was in a good mood and not thinking about anything in particular when my boss called on me to introduce myself. As this was sudden and unexpected, I looked at him like, “What?” He just smiled and waved me on.
The minute I stood up this energy came seemingly down from above and from the left at the same time. It was like I was shrouded in it. I felt suddenly very much like I was dreaming, as if I had been pushed back from the scene. The faces of the people looking back at me, the tables and windows, the sun shining into the room – it all seemed very shifty. It was literally like whenever this energy settled upon me that the room and its contents shifted upward and away from me, or I shifted upward and away from them.
At the same time this happened I felt very calm and composed. There was not one ounce of anxiety or nervousness. When I spoke my voice sounded hollow, like I was talking through a paper tube.
I continued to speak, saying who I was and what I did. When I finished I could feel my face flushing as I sat down. This was the only sign of nervousness I had.
I immediately felt I had messed up, yet I knew it didn’t matter. All of it felt very unreal.
Hours later I am still wondering what happened.
Was this my Higher Self descending down and somehow taking over?
Or was this the “walk-in” soul taking charge like I was told he would?
Was the original soul displaced when this walk-in came in suddenly? Is that why everything seemed so dreamlike and shifty? Did I get pushed aside? Did I become the observer rather than the performer?
Will this happen again??
Since then I have felt normal. Things feel real enough. The only thing I notice is that my head is buzzing at the back and sides again.