Daily Archives: February 17, 2016

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More Heart Chakra Blasts

Today started out well enough and then by noon it was energy blasts to my high heart and heart center followed by a strange excitement/nervousness/panic – in that order. lol These would come in at an angle from my back through to the front in waves that lasted anywhere from 5 to 10 minutes. Afterward, I became very hot and thirsty and had to lay down several times on the floor to ground. My throat, crown and third eye were all buzzing with energy. I also found I could not go near the computer as it would trigger a weird panic. This also happened around the TV and other large electronics. A first for me and just plain weird!

By 4pm things began to settle and now I feel almost normal except that now that I am typing and sitting at my PC my heart is doing weird things again and I have energy around the back of my head.

Also, a strange thing happened to me this morning, prior to all this heart activity. While making breakfast I froze mid-egg-breaking as a knowingness hit me – hard. I suddenly knew that very soon I am going to be asked to move on to my next step. One of these happened in April 2014 and another happened in October 2002. The former was a tear-jerking realization and message from my Team. The latter was an actual command to “Get out now”. I guess this was part of the message I got to “Get er’ done” earlier today. Pretty funny then, not so much now.

I don’t know if the heart chakra blasts are connected to this sudden knowing or not. I was not too happy in getting this knowing because this next step/move is a very uncomfortable one. I hope beyond hope that I get more time to sort things, but sadly, the way these instances have worked out in the past, things really move. FAST.

Now that things are settling I feel like a major shift just occurred. I don’t know exactly what it means or what happened, but I can feel it. Something major just cleared out.

Oh and just so happens the K-Index is still in the red. STILL. Geez!

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Astrology and Relationships

As you know I have been led to review my past and then this morning the suggestion was given again. I tend to constantly look at my past anyway, but specific areas have been brought to my attention lately.

Relationships

Yeah, this is a big one for us all. Who doesn’t have a relationship of some sort? We are literally born into them and they keep coming after that.

I have not had a ton of romantic relationships. I love astrology so I am going to post the various “signs” that I hooked up with. Just to remind you, my sun is in Leo, my moon in Sagittarius and my rising in Aquarius.

Aries

I married my first love and so was tied up in that one for a good 10 years from the age of 17 to 26. He was an Aries with a Capricorn moon. I can’t remember his ascendant now. He was mostly Capricorn – workaholic. Always gone. Very career-oriented and ambitious. My job was to get him on track with his career because he had some major confidence issues. That’s it. I knew it when we met and I knew it when I left him and broke his heart. He just recently moved past that hurt. I could also read him like a book. Who can psychically read their spouse/partner? Me, apparently.

Virgo

I jumped into a relationship right after my divorce. He was a Virgo and I don’t remember much. He was my rebound, of course. I do recall he was very clean – anal retentive. He also had some weird habits, etc. He ended up cheating on me – just a make-out session. Bye bye Virgo rebound.

Aquarius

Aquarians are by far my favorite I have to say. The one I met was my first ever intense connection. I wouldn’t call it a heart connection but it was intense. He was married and much older (10yrs?) than me and his energy made me shake uncontrollably. He came onto me and I made dumb decisions. Turns out it was a past life, karmic connection that played out perfectly (husband in 1920s that killed me). In retrospect, I believe he was learning more than I was.

Taurus

This was another intense relationship but all sexual. All I will say is I don’t want to go there again, no matter how amazing the sex was. It’s not worth it. Lesson learned.

Cancer

I dated only one man younger than me. In this case he was a Cancerian and 7 years younger then me. Such wonderful, loving and gentle energy. Unfortunately, I got easily bored with him. Sigh. In retrospect, I really needed that at the time. Slow down.Take it easy. Feel. Yeah right! hahaha

Libra

This one is complicated as I wasn’t really in a relationship with him, except that I was. Kinda. lol He was 12 years older than me and I was in the middle of my Dark Night at the time. We could talk about anything – great mental connection. However, I was not attracted to him like he was me. We should have just been friends. We would have been great friends but I was very lonely at the time. I messed this one up royally and know I will have to revisit the karma created in a future life. He is still very, very angry at me and he should be.

Pisces 

Not a good match. That’s all I will say. LOL

Scorpio

Really nice energy, awesome sex drive, not too much of a talker – more of a feeler. I got bored, though, as expected. 😦 He was really a nice guy. Maybe that was the problem? He was one of the few to break up with me. I don’t do well with being the one broken up with. LOL I was not very nice to him I’m ashamed to say. 😦

Gemini

My current husband is a Gemini with a Leo moon and a Libra ascendant. Actually he is a Taurus-Gemini cusp. I think sometimes he is more Taurus and other times more Gemini. I prefer the Gemini even thought the high energy is a bit overwhelming sometimes. When I had our charts done I was told we were a perfect astrological match. I don’t know about that or even what it means, but we do get along well for the most part. My husband is very intense, like me, and our main attraction to one another was mental. We both philosophize and are into spirituality. I use to could talk to him for hours. He is very stubborn and persistent. I will say I have never been with someone more stubborn than me until now. The stubborn streak must be the Taurus. He exhausts me. He won’t let me run out of an argument. I tend to try and escape him because of his energy during a fight and he will corner me. Not good to do to a Leo on the run! Out come the claws as you can guess. So yeah, let’s just say we are volatile under the right circumstances.

Family

My children came into my life to ground me I think. My daughter is a double Taurus. My middle some a double Capricorn (double meaning sun/moon). My youngest must be here to stir things up. He is a double Aries. Firecracker. lol

My mom is a Libra with Leo moon. We are best friends. My older sister is Sagittarius with Aquarius moon but I can’t remember her ascendant. We’ve had some grand times together. My youngest sister is an Aries with Cancer moon. She is probably the moodiest Aries I have ever met. lol My dad was a Scorpio and had trouble showing his emotions. My grandparents were both Libras. I had/have a very strong connection with my grandfather. I didn’t know my grandparents on my father’s side.

My in-law relationships have been interesting as well. My ex’s parents were Sagittarius and Libra. I didn’t get alone with his mom which was a Sag. She was passive-aggressive. I loved his Dad. My current husband has only a mother left and she is a Libra. We get along great. My brother-in-laws are Aries and Virgo and my sister-in-laws are Aries and Sagittarius. I get along with them all.

Friends

I haven’t had many close friends in my life. I tend to be friends with my husband/partner and am not overly social (introverted for the most part). I was very social during my Dark Night, but mostly with my sister and her friends. I, personally, just tagged along and learned very quickly that I was not into what my sister was into. Lesson learned.

My best friends tend to be fire signs. So far Leo and Aries win out here.

Conclusion

Relationship-wise, I do best with air signs followed by fire signs. I really connect with air signs on a mental level and for me, this is where the ultimate connection happens anyway. I am very intense energy-wise, too. When I love someone, it is all out and I have heard many times, “You are too intense”. LOL Fire signs tend to bring out my sexual side and, while this is nice and all, I lose interest because there has to be that mental connection for me. This is why my first marriage failed (among other things). He was not much of a conversationalist.

Earth signs are OK but tend to make me want to stay home all the time, which is okay if that is what I want to do. They are great friends, though. Ultimately I will get bored or fed up with an Earth sign. Water signs are great pacifiers of my energy but for a relationship they are a no-go. I will just stomp all over them and their sensitive feelings.

 

 

 

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Some Suggestions

Whew! The energies are blasting away, aren’t they? Thankfully, I slept right through them….kinda. Look at all that RED!

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I could not go to sleep last night. I kept feeling this pit of anxiety in my solar plexus and then the three Beings who call themselves Yeshua came to visit and my crown started lighting up as did my third-eye. They scared the crap out of me for some reason and, though they told me “Don’t be afraid”, I couldn’t help it. They backed off and then all chakra sensation and accompanying feeling vanished. I felt “normal”.

I didn’t sleep well. I had dreams of being in a prison with another person and there being this vent from which I heard someone constantly calling my name. I kept putting my hands over my ears to not hear them. On the outside people were being “infected” with a “virus” that caused them to go insane. They would take over other people’s bodies by killing them and entering when the body was dying. Not nice! I was happy to be in my prison cell and away from the chaos.

Then I was in a green field with a man who was wearing all white and was exceptionally tall and Andromedan-looking. There was a cat with us, a white one. We (me and the cat) spotted a ground squirrel at the same exact moment. I told the cat to leave it alone but it began to stalk it. I remember watching the squirrel jump about but I kept calling it a gopher. I spoke to the tall man about the cat but can’t remember now what I said.

When I awoke I knew I needed to do some things. I want to share them with you all as they are things we probably all should do.

  • Avoid all media outlets. In fact, I am going to take a break from FB. The virus dream really hit home. There is a major rush of negative energy (Team Dark or whatever) and they are “taking over” people who are susceptible. They do this via the media – any media. Thankfully I don’t watch real TV (we stream) and I don’t visit Yahoo news anymore (learned the hard way). FB is really the only place I see local news.
  • Clean up! Clean up your eating, clean up your relationships, clean up your life. Pronto! Ouch! This one hit me hard. Looks like another fast is in my future. Sigh. I won’t go into the relationship or life part just yet.
  • Take a good long look at your past. Again. Patterns are coming up that you need to see. Don’t avoid them. Look.at.them. Very closely. Scrutinize them.
  • As some say in Texas – “Get ‘er done”. Time to tie up loose ends and get working on future projects that you never seemed to have time to start. Make your move. Take action. Do you feel the push? Yeah, that message is for YOU.
  • Listen to and pay attention to the feelings that come up for inspection. Allow yourself to feel them – the good and the bad. The key is to not react/respond to them, but allow them to come to the surface and then release them to emotion-land or wherever they go. They will likely come back. If they do, just do that releasing thing again as many times as you need to.
  • Pull the Light in through your crown as often as you can. However you do that – do it. I imagine a stream of golden-white energy pouring into my crown and going down into my toes and then back into my crown. A complete circuit of golden Light. BTW doing this will bring up those emotions. Yeah, fun, right? lol

I will let you know how I do with all these “suggestions”. Many have been a work in progress so I doubt there will be any revelations coming real soon.