The deep sleep and dream amnesia episodes continue. The incoming energy of the solar eclipse on the 26th must be really intense. Thankfully, I am not noticing much in the way of ascension symptoms other than an occasional headache, mental fogginess, some restless energy which I quickly ground out by working in my yard (it’s Spring in Texas!), and the deep sleep I mentioned above.

Since my dreams have been hard to recover I requested again last night that I remember some. It was granted but it took some work on my part. My typical method of dream recall is to go over the dream a few times in my mind when I wake up in the middle of the night. Sadly, what happened last night was that I would wake up, go over the dream in my mind and end up in another dream confusing the two and becoming completely disoriented.

Conclusion? I’m just too tired.

So where does that leave me? Well, I remember some dreams but not in totality. There are bits and pieces – specifics and details – that are missing. So what I have to report is not near like what is my norm. I will report the one dream I remember in full. The rest are just pieces.

Dream: Test Spiral

This was the first dream of the night that I tried hard to remember. I did pretty good despite falling asleep in the midst of reviewing the dream in my mind.

I was with my mother (wiser version of myself) in a school. She took me to a room and asked me to pick out an instrument. The room and everything was gold, even the lighting.

From a large, gold box I selected an instrument but it turned out to be technology, not a musical instrument. It was a handheld, black, rectangular box that slid open to reveal a screen with buttons/keyboard similar to a cell phone but too big and much thicker. On the screen appeared a test that I was to take. I read through each question in the dream, reading some over and over because I kept forgetting (ha!) what I read after I read it. My mind was just not working even in the dream. I got stuck on #1, a multiple choice question that was asking me, “Which of the following does not belong?” Each of the four sentences was a section in order of an event, just like a story. I marked the selection that made the most sense and went on to take the rest of the test. Several questions were open-ended, but I can’t remember them now.

When I got to the end I realized there were only 7 questions. That meant I couldn’t miss very many.

The good test-taker that I am, I went back and reviewed my answers, going back to the first question and reading it over and over again to make sure I got it right. The problem was that I could not find any part of the scenario that did not belong. The scenario was as follows:

A.Five friends are waiting for the bell to toll.
B. They wait patiently standing in line, each preparing for their missions.
C. When it is time they will go into the church together.
D. Until that time they will wait in line with their tools.

I remember questions A and C most vividly. The other two are just visual representations in my mind. But the questions don’t matter anyway. What matters is what happened when I focused on the question.

With focus on the question I would be transported to the scenario. I saw the five people standing outside along a sidewalk. They had with them either surf boards or kayaks which were behind them leaning against the windows of the building.

The preparation for the mission part took me into a spiral. It is hard to explain what it was like except to say that I was not moving with the spiral but in the middle of it watching it spiral around me. It was similar to the DNA “ladder” without the rungs and it was moving around me like a gyroscope. The spiral was made of energy that swirled and moved and was all colors. I lost a lot of my memory of what I experienced here which I think is purposeful. It was some kind of realignment I think.

The selection about the church was one I kept getting stuck on because I think “church” was what did not belong and I began to over analyze the question. It was ultimately the answer I selected.

The last selection brought about a return to watching the friends in line and focus on the surfboard/kayaks behind them. There was a feeling that they needed to “ride the waves” of the ocean.

Dream: Restorative Lake

This dream began with me walking out of a vast, dark lake of cool water. I was curious about a building in front of me. It was dark except for a light in the window, a light that should not have been there. I went to peek into the window but saw nothing despite hearing voices. The women inside came out and I watched as many teachers appeared to gather for a briefing. I had been hiding in the shadows but was spotted because the candles these teachers held illuminated me. I said to one teacher, “Why are you all meeting at 4am? What is going on?” One woman, blonde and younger than me said they had been called to an important meeting. I did not belong there so went inside the building.

There was more but I lost it.

Random Dream Memories

There are random memories of dreams here, some I had days, maybe over a week ago. Why this happens, I don’t know. I will lose the dream and then while trying to recover a recent dream have one pop up from a long while ago.

Dream memories that pop up:

An entire dream of staying in a mansion with my group and wandering the halls looking for a bathroom and finding a casino instead. lol There is a pet pig and being in Spanish class from that same night.

Dream section of going to my computer and getting a message that asked me, “Do you want to delete old files?” I click, “Okay” and then discover that I deleted all the dreams I had been trying to remember. LOL All that remained of the files was an old song from the 1980’s that I can’t recall now. Probably deleted, too. 🙂

Dream section of being inside a theater watching an actor play his part. I was laying on the floor with two pillows over my head but had a headset inside my left ear where I could hear a female voice. However, I was trying not to hear her and focused on the man in front of me. He was bare chested and I was trying to figure out who he was, how old he was, etc. His face was handsome but rugged and he had a bushy go-T that was completely white. His brown eyes were beautiful. In fact, he was very attractive and I kept looking him up and down. lol I don’t remember if he had clothes on below the waist but I do recall looking at his legs and thighs along with his chest. He had dark hair all over him but not too much. The thing that was most confusing to me was that his mouth was very wrinkled and his facial features were aged way more than his body. He was smoking cigarettes and retrieved one from a bag on the floor. I remember him saying, “Okay, I’ve played my part. Time for me to go now.” He walked out of the room and a woman reached into the bag and took the rest of the cigarettes for herself. Not sure where the woman came from but in the end I do remember she was there with me.

There is also a brief memory of another spiral/energy session but most of it is completely lost to me now. It also had to do with a scenario-type situation similar to the test dream.

A memory where I was with my best friend from high school telling her about my dreams and how I needed to remember them.