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Dream: Emaciated Horse

I was warned yesterday that I would get a headache and it was implied that it would be related to being too much in my mind. Well, the headache came last night and continues this morning. I have been instructed to focus on my heart to relieve the pain. When I do this, the headache intensity decreases to almost nonexistent. How curious that my headache would be connected to too much mental focus!

Dream: Emaciated Horse

My sleep was active. I have many, many conversations and dreams throughout the night. In this particular one I spent the majority of the dream reliving the 12 years I spent with my dog, Trooper. While reliving it I was discussing with my Companion the pros and cons of having a pet. He was also trying to get me to consider getting another pet.

In the dream I was presented with puppies to adopt. I saw picture after picture placed in front of me. They were so cute and I wanted one really badly but kept turning them down. At one point I was shown a very emaciated horse that was being harassed by a German Shepherd. The horse was near death and kept falling and the dog would go right for its head. I felt sorry for the horse and said, “Why doesn’t someone kill that dog!”

I woke up at 2am from this dream crying. I still don’t get how I can grieve more for my pet than a person! It has been almost 3 years since I had to put Trooper down and I still miss him.

Additionally it seems the dream communicated that I am slowly killing the horse in me. Horses symbolize freedom and love of life. The emaciated horse is quite vivid in my mind still. Very sad to think I have done this to myself. Dogs are protectors but if seen attacking or growling they can indicate an inner conflict.

Dream: Lockers 42 and 95

In this dream I left home to go grocery shopping. I recall being very happy about this and heading toward a road in the country. When I arrived, I parked and walked down a sidewalk that went through tall pine trees and past several office buildings. There I encountered a friend from school who I knew from 5th – 12th grade. I said hi to her but she appeared completely drunk and was talking to herself. I remember acknowledging this and moving on but feeling sorry for her.

Then I was talking to a woman who looked just like me. We were standing by some lockers and I was keying in the combinations. She said she could not remember the combinations and I told her I would write them down for her. I wrote on a paper numbers 42 and 95. I opened both of them to show her how and then took a pair of shoes out of locker 95.

Messages

When I woke this time my head was pounding and I was told to focus on my heart. When I did the pain numbed but was still there. I then had an experience that I have not had since I awakened in 2003.

When I first opened up to my gifts I had incidences where there would be on-going conversations that would just be in my head. Multiple individuals talking about random things, sometimes they would talk to me and try and get me to pass on messages and other times they would just be so loud that I would yell at them to be quiet. This is what happened this morning. It can make even the sanest person feel insane. Thankfully I have dealt with it before and so knew how to shut it off. This time I just went into my heart space and it stopped but the experience was unsettling because I recognized my other self participating in these conversations. Very weird!

I asked my Companion what was happening. Why did I have this awful headache? Why was I receiving all this random communication? And why was I recognizing myself included in and responding to these communications?

I was told the headaches were part of the adjustments and they were working on it but that I needed to stay centered in the heart. As for the strange and seemingly random conversations I was told the veil is very thin now. I was also told there is a comet passing by whose tail is interacting with the Earth. In researching this I found that Comet Catalina is passing by Earth and will be closest on the 17th.

There was also again a message to stop resisting what was happening and will happen in my life. I was encouraged to let go and allow. This was easiest when in my heart space, of course.

 

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Message: Groundbreaking Has Begun

Groundbreaking has begun. Initiates gather to mark the beginning of a new era of Hue-manity.

Light Beacons are anchored. New initiates recognize their roles in ever increasing numbers. Memory codes are activated and released. DNA matriculation has been instituted.

The Time is critical. A pinnacle moment has been reached. After-effects are felt and disseminated.

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Cosmic Alert

If you haven’t already noticed, the energies are quite stagnant compared to the fluidity that was present on the 1st. I have been sick with a cold and have read of a few others experiencing similar physical adjustments. Remember, we just went through a gauntlet of intense upgrades, the energetic equivalent of several lives worth of spiritual advancement power packed into a few weeks (for some, a bit longer). The reprieve we are experiencing is necessary but it is only a break. More is coming on an individual basis. So rest up, drink lots of water, and take it easy. It looks like today could be intense for some. Thankfully, Scorpio doesn’t have much influence on my chart.

The following is from a friend of mine. Thank you Eric. ❤

☆ COSMIC ALERT ☆

by Eric Starwalker

We’ve got a truly INTENSE and powerfully transformative week ahead! The most intense day is Sunday with Mars entering Scorpio @ 6:33AM PST and dramatically beginning to intensify as Luna then also enters Scorpio @ 11:15AM PST quickly conjuncting Mars @ 1:12PM. This is occurring as mercury is slowing to a crawl about to turn retrograde on Tuesday. Tuesday is a power packed day with mercury station ingredients exactly squaring Mars – Venus squaring Neptune and the Sun conjunction Pluto that evening. Tuesday promises to be a signature day culminating 3 days of intense transformation beginning to release into wide-open spaces as Luna launches into Sagittarius @ 10:56PM PST late that evening.

One of the greatest gifts and blessings of astro medicine is knowing that it’s all a part of a larger cycle with each phase offering an opportunity for growth and personal empowerment. Once a month with the Moon in Scorpio we get to check in with deep and powerful emotions buried beneath the surface that need to be heard now for clarification. Listening to our fears in a medicine way is the gateway to the liberation that follows as Luna then launches into the clear blue sky of Sagittarius. As always with Scorpio stay conscious and be careful not be caught up in the shadow dancing. The 1st day is usually the most powerful and cathartic.

On Thursday the Sun squares Uranus as the Jupiter stations retrograde and Friday Mercury retrogrades back into Capricorn remaining in Capricorn until 2/13. Mercury stationing @ 0 Aquarius gives us a peek at modes of heightened communication and awareness that will activate more fully from mid February onward. In the meantime we will be reviewing our interface with the status quo strengthening our relationship with what is so that we may be effective in building a bridge to the breaking wave of the future. And finally we have a new Moon on @ 5:30 PM PST @ 19Cap13 on Saturday. Watch for signature events all week that will give us our homework for the next 3 weeks until Mercury stations direct on 1/25.

Wow what a week ahead. As always remember that we’re ALL in this together and that you are never truly alone! May the power of LOVE be your guide. ☆