I’ve been pretty busy lately but my sleep has been superb! With it comes good dream recall and, to my delight, the Kundalini. So far, OBEs have not been on the agenda. Perhaps they will return soon, but, honestly, I prefer the Kundalini dreams to OBEs and the Kundalini dreams within an OBE, those are the best!

The energy lately has brought some mild purging dreams. I have woken up in tears every day since last Saturday. People I know and have known have been in these purging dreams, some from my recent past and others from way back, like all the way to high school. The people from one time period are mixed with people from other time periods and they all seem to know each other but in real life, they never met. It’s kinda bizarre.

Okay, so yesterday while driving I suddenly had memories of the Kundalini connections I have had. I began to get teary eyed. Fast forward to right before bed, I asked my guidance to bring that (Kundalini) back into my life. I am have been missing Home and feeling lonely, which, to clarify, I don’t usually feel. I also asked my guidance to magnify my mediumship abilities. For example, I would love to physically see and audibly hear Spirit while awake. In my younger years I did not want to see/hear Spirit but now that I have worked through my fear of that, I believe I am ready.

So, my guidance did not disappoint, at least in terms of the Kundalini.

Dream: End of the World

This is the second such dream I’ve had about the world ending. I can’t recall the first now, but I was a watching a 9-11 documentary recently so it could be that is being processed in sleep. Regardless, in the dream me and my family were packing and rushing to get to safety. We were using a white van to flee but we were not sure where to go. Where does one go when the world is ending? As we packed, I began to think of what I wanted to leave behind and go a bit sad that my time was running out when I had not really lived yet. The main thing I remember is that, as the dream (and world) was ending, I was frantically writing a message on the inside of an empty barrel. The message was to my children but I can’t recall what I had written. I remember realizing there was no reason to pack things to take with me because we can’t take anything material with us when we leave this life. All we take with us are memories and the love we had for those we shared life with. 

The dream then shifts forward in time and my children find my message. I wake up.

Kundalini Dream: Plumbing Puzzle

I was in a nice house that felt warm and inviting. The place had a golden hue to it that seemed to flicker and shift, almost like there was a fire but I saw no fireplace (desire). Some friends had invited me over and had introduced me to a man. He was tall, slender and had light hair either blonde or light brown. His face was somewhat angular but not harsh and he had a nice smile. I think he had on glasses at some point but did not wear them all the time. 

Like I tend to do, I distanced myself from the others. I sat on the sofa and busied myself with what appeared to be some pieces of plumbing pipe (managing emotion). I vaguely recall thinking of my previous dream about the end of the world as I did this. The man ended up sitting next to me and watched. I was holding a large, 2in diameter metal pipe in my right hand and another in my left that was smaller. I don’t recall what I was doing with the two pipes. I did not put one inside the other as one might do because there was a thin, metal wire between the two that I was trying to adjust. The metal wire looked similar to the mechanism inside a toilet tank (management of emotion). The man leaned over, watching closely. He asked me if what I was doing was one of my hobbies. I laughed and replied that I have always liked figuring out how things worked. I shared with him a memory from my childhood when I would help my dad work on car engines and how I reassembled a carburetor after watching him take it apart.   

The man mentioned he also enjoyed puzzles. I looked over at him and his eyes were sparkling and he was grinning. I couldn’t help but laugh. 

I continued to fiddle with the pipes, placing them between myself and the man. He leaned over the pipes as if to kiss me. I did not hesitate to kiss him squarely on the lips before he had a chance to initiate the kiss on his own. Surprised, he hesitated and grinned, his eyes once again sparkling to the point of being dazzling. 

We talked a bit and he asked me how old I was. I told him I had just turned 50. He mentioned he was 49. I said, “Oh, so I am older than you?” He then asked, “What year were you born?” I told him, “1976”. He got quiet and slumped a bit, his eyes staring at the floor. I asked him, “What year were you born?” He said, “1979”. I leaned down and got at eye level with him and said, “So…I’m a little older. It doesn’t bother me.”

We separated for a moment but I don’t remember what led to it. I was too busy thinking thoughts like, “He will want to have sex with me. Should I insist on using protecting?,” etc. 

I feel like, for a moment, I went elsewhere, walking away from the man and his dazzling eyes and smile. Eventually, the man circled around towards me as I paced and was standing right in front of me. He touched me lightly on the shoulder sending a bolt of energy straight into my heart and said to me, “I want to marry you.” I didn’t respond but I was thinking, “I will never marry again”. It wasn’t a negative thought, it was just a fact. I also remember wondering how the hell anyone has a relationship with the energy we were experiencing? Surely it was doomed from the start. 

The whole time I am thinking these thoughts I am feeling swirling ecstatic bliss bouncing between my root and heart, back and forth, back and forth, like a ping pong ball, intense and intoxicatingly beautiful. I lean into him and take a huge breath, breathing him in. The inhale seemed to expand the intensity and further fueled the energy of our connection. Out of breath now, I asked him, “What is it called when I can breathe you in like this?” He said, “Sub…ion” I couldn’t make out what he said in its entirety because I was becoming lucid, but I think he said “submission”. I woke soon after, the energy in my heart and root still doing its dance, with tears in my eyes.

I did not dare move after waking because when I do, it causes the energy to dissipate. I must have laid there for a half an hour just soaking it up. I told my guidance, “Thank you”.