Despite being told a while back to expect contact from the Council around the time of a great meteor shower, I have still not gotten any communication. The current meteor shower (Perseid) has been on-going since last week but is most visible in mid-August. Therefore, if communication is going to come it is likely not coming for a couple of weeks.
When I awoke this morning I again felt very groggy. I fall deeply to sleep every night and wake with nothing much but a few fleeting dreams which I take little interest in and promptly forget. I feel completely vacant inside, as if all the revelations I had previously are nothing but a dream. I can’t help but think that it was all nonsense. Perhaps I made it all up in a desperate attempt to create some kind of excitement in my life?
Perhaps I am thinking these thoughts because the consistent message I have been receiving lately is, “Live your life”. Of course, compared to the amazing insights and experiences I had the end of May/beginning of June, my life is boring and dull. I just can’t get excited about it. At all.
Spiritual Hibernation
The intense drowsiness I have been experiencing, the lack of motivation, the illness (I have another cold!), the sluggish way I move about my day – all of these remind me again of the message I got from a dream – Bear, John.
Bear’s hibernate and that is exactly what I have been doing. And according to that post, I can expect 30 days of it. If it is 30 days from that post, I am 22 days in. But if I have 8 more days they feel like an eternity. I really wish I could sleep through it all. I mean really sleep.
Hibernation is, like you all know, a time of rest. The body shuts down almost completely. Every process slows down to the minimal amount needed to keep the body functional.
Spiritually it is the same. Everything slows down to the point of seeming to stop completely. The part that was awake is now again asleep.
I have heard that when one spiritually hibernates they have entered a time in their life when the experience of living life itself offers them spiritual acceleration beyond what internal experiences and introspection can offer. If this is true, then so be it, but I do not see that happening currently. But then again, perhaps all this hibernation is doing is helping me learn acceptance and patience. These two things are very difficult indeed at this point.
Living Life in Between 
I can agree about the lack of motivation lately as I’ve felt it too. I’m not sure if this helps, but I feel like we’re getting ready to enter a great period of change in the next couple months – specifically up to and around the end of September 2015. Everything I’ve been reading, researching, and intuiting points to that being a great culmination point in many ways. This apparent respite is a much needed rest/hibernation on all of our systems before we collectively leap forward into more of this shift.
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We are. I was told as much, I just get impatient. I don’t like these rest periods. I had one for a very long time while starting my family and I really don’t want another one of those. Short is okay. Long, no good. lol
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These dull periods as I call them are there for a reason. First and foremost it’s an acclimation process. The Kundalini is a very powerful conscious energy and comes as a sine wave. Ebbs and Floods. Each ebb brings a much stronger flood with it. The break time in between will be shorter and shorter until the body can safely cope with all these powerful energies that are currently hitting us day in and day out. PLUS Kundalini as a very strong energy that is surging through the nerves. If it would continue like that 24/7 too early in the process we would just simply fry from the inside. Analogy cable and volt. You cannot run 250 volt through a cable that does not support it yet! That’s were the dull phases ergo the ebb comes into play. To allow US and our BODY systems to acclimate to the higher vibration and energy. However there will come a point of no return and then you will have Kundalini sensations and symptoms 24/7. That’s the threshold that many were talking about who went through the full blown Awakening themselves. I know it’s easy said, but it’s all a matter of surrender and trust in the process, otherwise it can bring pain and sorrow! I have felt the dull phases, no motivation phases as well, but every single time it was just a matter of a few days, weeks or months. You will get through it Dayna! 🙂
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Thank you Tanya. I hope my point of no return is soon. 🙂
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Thank you for your message…The “no motivation” seems to be the frustration of choice for so many right now.
Feels like some cut the energy cord to my communication system.
I largest frustration, however, is my hibernation in going into its second year now.
The experience reminds my of the book/movie Life Of Pi..I’ve been on that small boat in the middle of no where, without a paddle for a very long time.
Thanks again for sharing your path.
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Sorry for all the typos……don’t have a clue how I did all that.
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I had a hibernation period that spanned 4 years, so I know how you feel. Hopefully yours will end soon. (((hugs)))
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