Something in the energy shifted over night. I will say that it is not a bad energy, but it is one that demands we get our shit together pronto. Or maybe that is just me that needs to do that, but I highly doubt that.
When I awoke this morning I felt heavy and depressed about what is coming. It is not because what is coming is bad necessarily but that it involves getting back on the 3D Train – interacting with people outside my family on a regular basis again, playing the 3D game.
I recently read that the Universe gives back what you give out. What you give, you receive. I believe this and have seen it in action. My journey has been focused inward for the past year. Though I give of myself to my family and some of my friends, my OUTput has fallen far below that of my INput. It’s time to balance that out whether I like it or not.
Tomorrow I have a job interview. Today I have a session to help me clear up some of the confusion that has come with the varied spiritual experiences of my transformation. I just need some clarity and am hoping that I find it. If I do end up working full-time again then I will not be online as often. But I feel I need a break from the web and social media anyway. Some distance will do me good.
My tummy is not happy with me today. Probably because of all the change I sense coming my way. Just thinking of working full-time again makes me nauseous. Yet I know that I need to take that step even if for a little while.
The sessions I will be doing will hopefully take me into some as of yet unseen past lives or even into lives I already know exist but need to be inspected more closely. I need answers and they can only be found within. Up until now I have been unable to find them on my own. Perhaps with some guidance and time dedicated to myself for this specific purpose, I will find the missing pieces to the puzzle. Too many distractions have led me into a semi, spiritual stagnation. You all may not see evidence of this, but I do.
Honestly, today I feel like disappearing completely from the worldwide web. I guess you all will know what I decide soon enough because I will just stop posting and interacting.
Living Life in Between 
I, too, have been having these spells/need for privacy! I’ve been wrestling with it for past 2 weeks really. Almost a love/hate with the www. I guess it’s been there for months through feeling at times like the blog served it’s purpose and to stop – I feel I mention maybe too often yet it seems to be a part of the journey and I hope others will then understand this is normal. I guess we blog till… we KNOW! Another great post. I am excited to read about your session if you share š
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Mine has been on-going, too. I don’t know if I will write about my sessions or not. Most of what I will be exploring is of a very personal nature. You can always PM me, though, and I will gladly share in private. š
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Yah!! š It is like another gate opened just in the past day or so… pushing us farther from the cave, lol.
And… if you go back to work, while you might ride the 3D train (loved that)… stay in 5+++D and connect with those who need that energy exchange. You are too wise!! ā¤ Talk more soon!
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Not feeling particularly connected right now. Could be that will change after I readjust to 3D life.
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It could change in any moment, lol. ā¤
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I was not thrilled about the 3D job I currently hold at the beginning. Although this is something I can’t do long term, it has brought me some amazing insights. It also gave me the opportunity to see there are many more awakened souls than I had previously believed. I get to share my thoughts with some who are questioning what is real. Technicolor 3D happens, too… I experienced that today. You may be pleasantly surprised when you settle in.
I expected you might back off the web at least a bit, I will keep watch for updates. Thank you for all you have done for me.
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I am not thrilled with having to wake up early and lose my entire day to work. Other than that, I look forward to working with kids again, especially the little ones. They are Light in an otherwise dark world.
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